So yeah. Yesterday I found out that I have diabetes. I don’t know why type yet. My doctor seemed confused, so I’m going to see a diabetes specialist next Wednesday. Apparently this guy I’m going to see is very good.
Right now the whole thing is rather shocking. I still feel the same, but I know that something is very wrong with me, and it is hard to compute those two things. And I don’t want to think of myself differently, but I know now that I am. And I have to change my diet, and start exercising and seeing the doctor regularly.
And then I go read about stuff and I get very scared. And right now I don’t know what to do. But I do know I don’t want to be treated weird because of any of this.
Unless anyone wants to give me stuff because they feel bad for me. I’m fine with that.
Except if it is chocolate…